Blog:Amy's Farewell

Hi

Yes I still exist

Yes I retired fully a long time ago

Yes I snapped over Discord a few weeks ago and don't want to see almost everyone here ever again

No this is not going to be another generic goodbye blog

I just want to sit and talk for a minute

Is that alright with you?

Man, can you believe how fast 18 months goes by?

Me being a 13-year old loser just looking for something to do on the internet, needing a purpose

We can certainly say I got much more than I bargained for

I just want to say that I never expected my experience with this place to go the way it did. I didn't expect to be a respected (At least I think I am/was?) member of this community

I didn't expect to meet the two people that help change my life the most and have wonderful talks with them over Discord. It feels like we've known each other for years

Say hi to the people and

I didn't expect to learn I had a talent with writing and critique. I wish I could have showed you guys my complete blog on why Skyrim is a terrible game XD (boy I can't go a day without mentioning that)

And I genuinely didn't expect to be a large part of the staff like I did

And I seriously wish I didn't stay as long as I did

I had to leave everyone here

Not only because I thought this place was a lost cause entirely (see my RfC vote), but QP had almost decimated my mental health and relationships

And you know what?

Leaving was the best thing I have ever done in this place

I'm not that 13 year-old loser anymore

I'm a 15 year-old trans girl with a beautiful boyfriend, a whole bunch of projects I want to work on, a novel to finish writing, a lot of schoolwork to get through, and my whole college career planned out already

I haven't been this happy for a long time, and it was leaving all the way back in April that made me take this step to find out who I really am.

I have lost almost all of my love for QP

And I can certainly say that I despise close to 85% of everyone here

But without this place, that frustration I went through, and the weird wiki journeys I've been on, I wouldn't be the same so..... thanks ig?

I'm not going to remember this place when I'm older or likely anyone here, save for a couple of notable people (you know who you are)

But I am going to remember that this place changed me

Even if my love has long depleted

I hope that when this place closes down, you all can move on and have a wonderful life ahead of you like myself

This is goodbye unfortunately

Or is it a fortunate thing?

Hard to keep track if I remember this place with fondness or disgust lol

If for some reason you still want to talk to me, here is my Discord tag: TigerBlazer#4039

Follow me on Twitter: @blazer_tiger

And my greatest project yet (if I ever finish it lol): https://anachronox.miraheze.org/wiki/Main_Page

I want to end off with something special.

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Please enjoy these 3 wonderful albums

They're my favorites

I don't know if you'll like them, but I hope that it'll at least be something to remember me by

I'm planning to block these wikis from my browser in the next 24 hours so if there's anything you want to say, please make it quick.

Goodbye Qualitipedia